Moments ago I was lying in bed, trying to get some shuteye, when a thought came crashing down on me: it's all over, eh?
It's crazy to think that just Thursday, I was sweltering under the 90% humidity and 40C heat of Vietnam; that on Friday morning, I had just taken a 300 HKD taxi ride to Terminal 2 at HKG; and that by Friday evening, I had landed in Taipei for my stopover.
So imagine waking up this Saturday morning, halfway around the world from where I've spent my past five months, feeling utterly and eerily normal, spending the day like it's any other day in the South Bay, as if I'd never left for Hong Kong at all, or at best, like I had left only yesterday. It's uncomfortable how comfortable and familiar everything is around me right now -- the parents, the relatives, the home. I was used to seeing new things everyday that normal now just seems strange. I feel like I'm back to my old self again, and I don't know if I like it.
In a way, I should move on. And be thankful things haven't changed at home. But at the same time, it would be a failure to come back from, what should be considered a life changing experience, with nothing different but some new T-shirts, shorter hair, and some nice pics to show for. What did I really learn and gain from this trip? I suppose I'll use this moment of insomnia to recap, hopefully for some closure.
